I knew he existed just had to find him somewhere
all the times that life kept him under wraps
It was a pleasure to know he had my back
Confident, Courageous, Cocky he can appear to be
as I dug deep in the spirit of all that is me.
He comes to play at different times, he’s picky about
the energy he shares, at some points you can look at him
and it may seem that there are no cares. Hiding is crucial
because of what society deems the right thing to be, say or act
As a matter of fact the light that shines so bright can be dimmed by certain
words of no fault of his own just a insecurity overgrown
Its getting easier as the years go by, love of self is a virtue that comes to
play almost every day. Watching, waiting, hoping, praying that it never goes away
the intense desire to be, feel and radiate true unconditional love. When it goes to the universe
and boomerangs back you never think of the lack
lack of money, lack of significant other, lack of friendships, lack of honesty
With yourself and others because of the fear that comes with it. It’s never enough
It will never be enough but you are enough some people look at you and see
all that you don’t the goodness, the funny, the sexy, the all around mushy gorgeous
Something will catch you and point it all out and you will not be able to deny it
and why should you?
CaesarMarques
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