How do you know when it’s time to unplug? What do you do to make it happen?

the world is getting too loud

have to make my heart and mind proud

go underground

read more, pray more

i feel that’s what the universe is asking for


contentment is goals?

What does “having it all” mean to you? Is it attainable?

this queer boy

who is still figuring it out

always had doubts

who has it all?

and is that what I want

depends on your definition of all

friends, family, fame, sex all the time

have enough kids to keep the family line?

the answer is I haven’t decided.



What is the legacy you want to leave behind?

he took care of himself

he took care of others

he gave the best head

and didn’t look down on others

his mug can look mean

sometimes he worked like a machine

his heart was gold

thank you Marcus for sharing

your light.


everywhere but here

You’re going on a cross-country trip. Airplane, train, bus, car, or bike?


first stop..slow

where do you go when the world

seems not in your favor

second stop.. show

where do you go when you need a savior

you can tell he favors, her

third stop…home

Where do you go when your body tired

mind tripping, ego spiking

until the next time you on the tracks.


It must’ve been love?

You saved me.

There was no doubt that I could possibly be gone.

But you held on

wanted me for a higher purpose

I wonder sometimes do I deserve this

depression runs deep

feelings are steep

of what I haven’t done

stay in the present

or buy myself presents

somethings I’ll never know

I guess it shouldn’t matter

I’m here because of you

the ultimate definition of love?

©️2022Marcus Caesar