
year 38 is here!
universe says another year my dear
i’m acting , i’m traveling
meeting new people
loving myself more
Suddenly it clicks
the present is a gift
breathe, relax , enjoy
show love, be love
blessed
Ā©ļøMarcusCaesar

year 38 is here!
universe says another year my dear
i’m acting , i’m traveling
meeting new people
loving myself more
Suddenly it clicks
the present is a gift
breathe, relax , enjoy
show love, be love
blessed
Ā©ļøMarcusCaesar

the day is today
show opens, stomach calm
i ignited this feeling
Wonder of it all
peace, it’s meant to be.
Ā©ļøMarcusCaesar

stay in this space
wrinkle lines all over my face
not feeling joy
boy, queer some say not ok
today is thee day
Compromise no more
of this I’m sure
superhero complex
look at each day like what’s next
favored by the heavens
strong mind, weather the storm
i was born to be a light
shine motherfucker shine.
Ā©ļøMarcusCaesar

while the gears are turning
overthinking a situation to the max
worries about the future
living in the past
wanting to feel joy
the universe says
the key is in this very moment
Present here now enjoy
do you feel it
the difference .
Ā©ļøMarcusCaesar

Black queer artist visionary
Truth
told you ain’t right, burn in hell
False
Stifle that talk, walk a different walk
Naomi
Into your purpose, never too late.
Ā©ļøMarcusCaesar

I’m here i shine
I’ve opened up my mind
The possibility to reach people
Through acting and regularly
Contributing to this blog.
Is Miraculous in itself
I’m just starting
I’ll get my voice stronger as to share
Music, purchase a camera as to
Introduce my photography and
Provide content to the masses.
Universe hear me now
Loud and proud
I’m here, I’m queer and i want to
Share joy, give life and smiles
Ā©ļøMarcusCaesar
When is the time or
the place but allow me some space
to speak on being an Underdog
the unfavored one , expected to lose
it goes to show that no one knows
what pulsates under the chest
working hard to give your best
around more experience, more life-lived
give it time and Iāll find a way
through my quiet determination
no Iām not flashy, but i work hard
no disrespect, donāt count me out
you have no idea what Iām about
train hard, train long, sing your own song
rebel yell, under any circumstances prevail
know Iām in your corner
look at you now
all pumped up and proud
i see you, i am you, i know the feeling
ramble over
Ā©ļøMarcus Caesar
I thank you Universe for instilling in me a resilience that can only be supernatural. I think long and hard too much honestly about what the world would be without me in it. Breathe
Iāve been inside literally and figuratively because I didnāt think I had much to offer, this person was more talented or this dudeās body looked better. Itās not a āgirlyā thing. Itās a human thing. Breathe
As I near 40 years on this earth and I am now putting myself out there showing that Iām a presence that wonāt be denied, Iām figuring out that THIS is what the universe has wanted from and for me all along. I just had to get outta my own way. Breathe
Fat, unattractive, and untalented all these things Iāve thought of myself . There is Gratitude in feeling that the Universe has never let me get to the point of the great escape. This journey aināt easy but Iām here.
And so I take a deep breath, soak it in.
©MarcusCaesar
P.S the video that inspired this post is from @thechristishow, someone who is very talented and hilarious. Follow her on all social media platforms, you wonāt be disappointed.
Space
Wants
Thoughts of negativity
The awakening mind
Mind
Needs
Positive reinforcement
The universe
Sees
Me
As I am
The force
Awakens
Creativity
Moving forward
My eyes
Look
To Believe
That everything and
Anything is
Possible
I choose this life
I choose this hope
Canāt settle for less
Nope
©MarcusCaesar
Wonāt let my focus change
Iāve feared for so long
What would you, they, them think
What would my future self think
The universe replied
And so I oblige
Have faith youāre being guided
So itās been decided
To make art, open my heart
In another place, space new energy field
I ask for best wishes
The last time I speak on it
Donāt want to appear weak on it
Iām Focused on manifesting my dreams
As crazy as they may seem to
YOU
I bow my head , pray to be lead
In the right direction.
©MarcusCaesar
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