No, this isn’t me as a youngster..lolThere were times when the world seemed so open, problems didn’t hit me as hard
When coloring was the shit and getting a 64 count crayon box meant you were blessed
From deciding what Matchbox cars to play with, what Lego fixtures I could build
I Miss Him
The couple of dollars I could make from raking the grass, the jumping on any couch or bed
to almost breaking down when I didn’t get what I want. My oh my time goes by fast
When hearing the Ice Cream truck brought so much joy and a sweet tooth to match
I Miss Him
Growing older, I really understood what the world thought of me and not having the tools
to not give a damn, I gave in. Walls went up, heart in a lockbox gasping for air
Thinking if I was “normal” things would be ok
I Wanna Hug Him
Knowing that what I believe matters above all else, tides have changed the water is less choppy
the greatest love of all was so easy to achieve, right under my nose, the smell of freedom
the clouds are blue again.
I Am Him
CaesarMarques
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