You saved me.
There was no doubt that I could possibly be gone.
But you held on
wanted me for a higher purpose
I wonder sometimes do I deserve this
depression runs deep
feelings are steep
of what I haven’t done
stay in the present
or buy myself presents
somethings I’ll never know
I guess it shouldn’t matter
I’m here because of you
the ultimate definition of love?
©️2022Marcus Caesar
in the middle of my daze
confidence fades; and I feel like low
do what I love, a quick message to
up above. Save my life tonight
sure of my glass; this wine not enough
appearing tough, fading fast
I watch my life just pass, foot heavy on the gas
I wish for romantic love, a second message
to up above. save my life tonight
Please.
2022©️MarcusCaesar
in the middle of my daze
confidence fades; and I feel like low
do what I love, a quick message to
up above. Save my life tonight
sure of my glass; this wine not enough
appearing tough, fading fast
I watch my life just pass, foot heavy on the gas
I wish for romantic love, a second message
to up above. save my life tonight
Please.
2022©️MarcusCaesar
“Stop signs for me are a kind of hectic, achey, ‘tired & wired’ feeling. When I push myself I sometimes feel the energy leaking away like sand sliding faster through an hour glass, or a the air from a punctured tire. That’s when the Shoulds start: “I should have the energy to do this, I should meet my commitments, I should know better than to overcommit”. , I’m learning to respond with, “hang on, I SHOULD respect my natural limits, even when chasing my dreams, & other people should respect the boundary of my health & wellbeing”.
– Michelle Spencer
“I frequently start projects or
ideas that excite me and then one
day, somewhere in the cosmos,
the clock strikes midnight and the
idea turns back into a pumpkin.
Sometimes I wonder if maybe I’m
some sort of energetic rest stop
for ideas on the journey to their
person.”
-Katelyn Hamper
it looks different for everyone
for me
it’s bills paid
stress less
getting laid
savings galore
love of self
and good health
©️2022 Marcus Caesar
this is not Mariah Carey
life can get hairy
friends are lost
growth comes at a cost
money can be funny
wishes not granted
memories slanted
toward the worst
I want to be first
to let it all go
and live joyfully
Understood?
©️MarcusCaesar 2022
the mirror scares me
I dont like what I see
the right food
misses me
taste buds I blame
hide my body in shame
vicious circle I have to break
to keep going.
©️2022 Marcus Caesar
you see so much
hurt, pain and anguish
is your turn next
is your life vexed
eating is only making you bigger
but I figure
it will take some pain away
one day
emotions will change
break away from my body
if only I allow it
©️2022 Marcus Caesar
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