Is this you as well? Vol 2

“Stop signs for me are a kind of hectic, achey, ‘tired & wired’ feeling. When I push myself I sometimes feel the energy leaking away like sand sliding faster through an hour glass, or a the air from a punctured tire. That’s when the Shoulds start: “I should have the energy to do this, I should meet my commitments, I should know better than to overcommit”. , I’m learning to respond with, “hang on, I SHOULD respect my natural limits, even when chasing my dreams, & other people should respect the boundary of my health & wellbeing”.

Michelle Spencer

Is this you as well? Vol 1

“I frequently start projects or
ideas that excite me and then one
day, somewhere in the cosmos,
the clock strikes midnight and the
idea turns back into a pumpkin.
Sometimes I wonder if maybe I’m
some sort of energetic rest stop
for ideas on the journey to their
person.”
-Katelyn Hamper

the why’s

i challenge myself

30 days here, 30 days there

keep my writing muscles firm

that’s how I learn

what I do like and what I don’t

the likes on the post, won’t

deter me or steer me in a direction

I don’t wanna go

that’s if you wondered

now you know.

©️2022 MarcusCaesar

there’s more 👀👀

we’re here

who is we?

I’m still trying to find my way

still?

I thought I had it but shit happened

you still stepping right?

I’m over 40 and not the greatest

well shit, not many are. What else?

I want to know love

ok, do you love yourself?

sometimes

and?

There’s work to do I know

I’m here and I’m never leaving

no question mark needed.

©️2022 Marcus Caesar

don’t think about it, ok?

Okay, hear me out. What if your favorite sports hero is gay or bi. What exactly would change for you heterosexual manly man?

Not a damn thing!

The world is big and vast and some of your heroes may like their dick and ass big and vast but I digress.

They don’t owe you nothing!

…but how about just taking them as they are? Extremely talented athletes who are doing what they love. Not for you and not for me, but because the feeling of doing it trumps all.

Shit, trump has nothing to do with this.

Back to my point or did I have one? What’s yours?

Food for thought….

©️2022 Marcus Caesar