Realizing light in yourself :Pt 1

I’m here i shine

I’ve opened up my mind

The possibility to reach people

Through acting and regularly

Contributing to this blog.

Is Miraculous in itself

I’m just starting

I’ll get my voice stronger as to share

Music, purchase a camera as to

Introduce my photography and

Provide content to the masses.

Universe hear me now

Loud and proud

I’m here, I’m queer and i want to

Share joy, give life and smiles

©️MarcusCaesar

Training Day

When is the time or

the place but allow me some space

to speak on being an Underdog

the unfavored one , expected to lose

it goes to show that no one knows

what pulsates under the chest

working hard to give your best

around more experience, more life-lived

give it time and I’ll find a way

through my quiet determination

no I’m not flashy, but i work hard

no disrespect, don’t count me out

you have no idea what I’m about

train hard, train long, sing your own song

rebel yell, under any circumstances prevail

know I’m in your corner

look at you now

all pumped up and proud

i see you, i am you, i know the feeling

ramble over

©️Marcus Caesar

I’m a keep going….


There’s a lyric in one of my favorite songs that states “I believe in miracles because it’s a miracle I’m here”. It resonates with me because of its profound truth to my life. Breathe 

I thank you Universe for instilling in me a resilience that can only be supernatural. I think long and hard too much honestly about what the world would be without me in it. Breathe

I’ve been inside literally and figuratively because I didn’t think I had much to offer, this person was more talented or this dude’s body looked better. It’s not a “girly” thing. It’s a human thing. Breathe 

As I near 40 years on this earth and I am now putting myself out there showing that I’m  a presence that won’t be denied, I’m figuring out that THIS is what the universe has wanted from and for me all along. I just had to get outta my own way. Breathe 

Fat, unattractive, and untalented all these things I’ve thought of myself . There is  Gratitude in feeling that the Universe has never let me get to the point of the great escape. This journey ain’t easy but I’m here.

And so I take a deep breath, soak it in. 

©MarcusCaesar

P.S the video that inspired this post is from @thechristishow, someone who is very talented and hilarious. Follow her on all social media platforms, you won’t be disappointed.