…loading new life in 3.2.1

essay, life, World events

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One month ago today, my job was eliminated. It’s a prime example of be careful of what you ask for or you just might get it. My co-workers and I used to joke about getting paid to stay at home and guess what happened….

It’s a shocker for sure because i’d heard it happen and read of it happening but to see it actually happen in real time? Knocks you on your ass. There were a lot of technical issues that day, but we still didn’t think it was gonna be a Purge situation….

A month later to reflect and here’s the thing…you ready for it?  I don’t miss it, I met some great people but being cursed out on a daily basis for something I couldn’t fix was not my ideal work environment. While I wont bash the company I worked for those 2 years because hey I signed up for it and my bills were paid and it literally does me no good and it doesn’t make me feel better. That chapter of my life is done….

What’s next you want to know? World Domination *inserts* evil laugh. Honestly the world is open to me now in a way that I’d never felt before. Should I

  •  move overseas and teach English?
  •  try a new field that I’ve been interested in but scared to try (graphic design)
  • be a well paid (there’s a difference) sex-worker with clients across the globe
  • go full fledged actor+writer+creator and move to LA
  • go backpacking in Europe or Asia
  • create new content and study more while finding a job that pays well

I mean the list can go on and on and it’s all thanks to ?!*+%&=@!!!! You know who you are buddy. I’m gonna make sure that the next path I choose is not fear based. That I know for sure.

Thanks for coming to my TED talk

Marcus Caesar

 

 

Take this (fortune) and run…

life, poetry


What would you do if it came to you?

Would you give it away, drink it away

Use it to slay all the demons that may

Come in the night, taking all of the light

Buy a new house, get up off the couch

Make your dreams come true

Give it away to family or charity 

To some they are one and the same 

Use it to shift blame

On all the horrors the world see’s

Feed a hungry country, feed a hungry soul

They say money comes with problems 

They say money solves all problems 

Do you listen to what they say?

Hide away, maybe change your name

Help take care of some of the pain

Of comparison, of ego, of wanting, needing 

Be chill, buy a car, a significant other

Would it teach you to love one another 

Fortune like this could change ones life

Enhance it, break it down

Get the tools make it last, time goes fast

One day your broke, next day you’re rich

But it’s hard to fix

What’s all inside, nope money can’t hide

So what would you do?

Would you let this money handle you?

©MarcusCaesar