Vessel Opening Pt 1

sitting, standing, lying down

the world still goes round

i’m searching, i’m contemplating

patiently waiting for

me to see what others see

bask in that glow

i’m not my thoughts

negative some(most) times they are

learning and growing

i’m yearning to who i am

forgiveness, grace, deep but buried

love shows as the crowd roars

sometimes love is poetry

writing thoughts out…hard

but when it comes a flowing

that’s love

i loved myself today

did you?

©️Marcus Caesar

GO!

kicking down the door

my heart was meant to endure

love joy passion

i found it in fashion to

be down tears of a clown

maybe me maybe we

have to make it

just can’t shake it

Uncompromising my will to be great

having to shake the fears, doubts

freedom is near, so close I’m wearing it

I’m speaking it into the world

showtime!

©️MarcusCaesar

the fire makes you run

Courtesy of google images

stay in this space

wrinkle lines all over my face

not feeling joy

boy, queer some say not ok

today is thee day

Compromise no more

of this I’m sure

superhero complex

look at each day like what’s next

favored by the heavens

strong mind, weather the storm

i was born to be a light

shine motherfucker shine.

©️MarcusCaesar

Training Day

When is the time or

the place but allow me some space

to speak on being an Underdog

the unfavored one , expected to lose

it goes to show that no one knows

what pulsates under the chest

working hard to give your best

around more experience, more life-lived

give it time and I’ll find a way

through my quiet determination

no I’m not flashy, but i work hard

no disrespect, don’t count me out

you have no idea what I’m about

train hard, train long, sing your own song

rebel yell, under any circumstances prevail

know I’m in your corner

look at you now

all pumped up and proud

i see you, i am you, i know the feeling

ramble over

©️Marcus Caesar

Belief is only part of the puzzle 

The clearing

Space

Wants 

Thoughts of negativity 

The awakening mind

Mind 

Needs 

Positive reinforcement 

The universe 

Sees

Me

As I am

The force 

Awakens

Creativity 

Moving forward 

My eyes

Look

To  Believe

That everything and

Anything is

Possible 

I choose this life

I choose this hope

Can’t settle for less

Nope

©MarcusCaesar

Read to Recharge 💓

The world can be tough

Without your brain making it so

It can be sometimes hard to put yourself in go.

 Be Tender with yourself /myself/ourselves 

I wish I knew all thee answers

Always searching for something more 

I’m learning to adapt 

To love ❤️ 

To accept 

Myself as I am

Work in progress 

©MarcusCaesar