
I’m drawing a blank
cursed
with thoughts that betray my vibe.
©️MarcusCaesar

I’m drawing a blank
cursed
with thoughts that betray my vibe.
©️MarcusCaesar

i light you up with prayer everyday
hoping you will notice me
i light you up with prayer
because you’ve always taken care of me
this time see my friends and family through
i ask humbly.
©️MarcusCaesar

in the darkest night
you are there
i know this
but I’m scared
can you calm my fears?
©️MarcusCaesar

when u want to be left alone
but then
u want to reach out
just know I’m a phone/FaceTime call away
©️MarcusCaesar

i survived a brain aneurysm
thought my life would be better
was gonna take it by the balls
im existing not living
i need to focus more on giving
my all to the things that bring me joy
with the recent health problems
is time on anyone’s side?
©️MarcusCaesar

he looks free
he looks okay with life
he looks he knows the secrets to bend gravity
he looks like he is content
of course I don’t know him
but my projection skills are unmatched.
©️MarcusCaesar

telling myself
well run dry
seeing all this beauty
wheels not turning
hopeful that this ends
I’m fire, I’m alive, I’m not giving up!
©️MarcusCaesar

wanna feel it
see it on my tv
hear about it on the radio
one day
©️MarcusCaesar

put them on
no outside sound
that’s how it should be
©️MarcusCaesar
J

living in a world
that prioritizes pain
i choose to live in fantasy
a world of my own making
who are you to judge?
to be continued…..
©️MarcusCaesar