Repurposed Heart

poetry

wanting to see the best in most

still stressed about the last

give your heart a break

fuck the past.

©️MarcusCaesar

Saint Honesty

poetry

Sometimes you don’t have to ask

but the truth is universally told

like rain on a scorching hot day

needed but unwanted

perceptions disjointed

but what do you expect they’re only kids.

©️MarcusCaesar

In 💔 with your fav rapper

poetry

I had to getaway

the road was my muse

I refused to settle

i then met him

he paid my bills for a year

said anything you want my dear

don’t tell

it never fails

to go this route…

No feelings involved

he was my ticket here

he told me don’t worry

nothing to fear

against my better judgment

thought of him as my husband

and then everything went to hell

it started with needing bail

for what you say

I was dumb okay…

I should’ve never went announced

to be unexpected and he was undetected

was a problem for him

There was a fight

I tried with all my might

to leave him/it alone but

I felt beholden to him

saving my life in so many ways

but life needs to be golden for me

without him.

Lesson Learned

©️MarcusCaesar

May Day

essay, Uncategorized

So…….. I’ve been told that this month is Mental Health awareness month. I picked this quote and picture as a message for myself honestly. As a light worker i wanted to share it with you as well, May it bless you. I’m gonna try and post on a regular basis this month, in case y’all missed me 😜

-What are you doing this month to foster supreme mental health?

Luv AllWays,

Marcus Caesar

bad ghey

poetry

oh no

what did you wear

not those skinny jeans

with the red hair

oh no

what are you watching

tell me that’s not really boxing

there’s rules to this if you’re gonna be true to this

oh yasss

sissy that walk

talk down on others who look nothing like you

flaunt your ego and listen to Madonna it’s true

only if you’re a certain type

oh yasss

no fats no fems

don’t believe the hype

shoot your shot, might be just your type

who are we kidding

the beautiful ones do the bidding

I’m just bitter, don’t mind me

ignore all constructs and just be free.

©️MarcusCaesar

the blessing of the unnoticed

poetry

on my knees

with trembling hands

i ask the Holy Spirit

for peace

knowing I’m not perfect

but I’m still working

on my destiny

could it be

right in front of me?

the message is clear

insert some play time dear

all questions will be answered.

©️MarcusCaesar

blues ballad

poetry

It’s hard

coming, going, never knowing

romantic love

sure there’s lust

but you can’t trust

everyone.

I open my mind and heart

that’s where I’ll start

maybe one day?

©️MarcusCaesar