It’s not going easy

I’ve thought of death

escape

thinking it’ll be better for some.

I’m not there yet, just a thought.

©️MarcusCaesar

blank canvas

I’m drawing a blank

cursed

with thoughts that betray my vibe.

©️MarcusCaesar

Is it well?

i light you up with prayer everyday

hoping you will notice me

i light you up with prayer

because you’ve always taken care of me

this time see my friends and family through

i ask humbly.

©️MarcusCaesar

optimistic being

excited for another day

smile

things can go your way.

©️MarcusCaesar

the heart still sings

it stings, it gets punched, it gets bitten

my heart

made for a soldier, still going.

©️MarcusCaesar

my life part 1

This time last year

Out of my mind with worry

Feeling like life did me dirty

Knew change was in the wings

Gave up on some of the things

Not as content as i was before

Life is for the living

And not many people are given a second chance…….

©️MarcusCaesar

conditional self-love

When you love

is it conditional

I’m speaking of myself

the days I haven’t spoken the

kindest words or thought the

kindest thoughts…..

I’m trying

©️MarcusCaesar

Many facets one man

I’m but a man

challenged but still here

I claim victory!

©️MarcusCaesar

all hands on deck

what does healing look like

I need to see it

what does healing feel like

I want to feel it

what does healing smell like

I want to inhale it

what does healing taste like

I want to feel it on my tongue

I’m staying in prayer friends

Please keep me in yours

Ase’

©️MarcusCaesar

Let. It. Out. Now. It’s. Safe.

I want to let it all out

hurt, fears, hate, tears

society has told me to keep it in

a man doesn’t show feelings deep within

that’s that bullshit that makes

monsters, gargoyles and thieves

©️MarcusCaesar