conditional self-love

memoir

When you love

is it conditional

I’m speaking of myself

the days I haven’t spoken the

kindest words or thought the

kindest thoughts…..

I’m trying

©️MarcusCaesar

all hands on deck

a plea

what does healing look like

I need to see it

what does healing feel like

I want to feel it

what does healing smell like

I want to inhale it

what does healing taste like

I want to feel it on my tongue

I’m staying in prayer friends

Please keep me in yours

Ase’

©️MarcusCaesar

Let. It. Out. Now. It’s. Safe.

poetry

I want to let it all out

hurt, fears, hate, tears

society has told me to keep it in

a man doesn’t show feelings deep within

that’s that bullshit that makes

monsters, gargoyles and thieves

©️MarcusCaesar

emotional to the max

poetry

Quick! Tell yourself every bad thing.

Quick! Think of all the worse outcomes.

Quick! Now did it do any good?

Message to self, for our mental health.

The day was a bad day only cause i made it so.

I’ve yet to know how to let it flow.

Work in progress.

©️MarcusCaesar