everywhere but here

You’re going on a cross-country trip. Airplane, train, bus, car, or bike?


first stop..slow

where do you go when the world

seems not in your favor

second stop.. show

where do you go when you need a savior

you can tell he favors, her

third stop…home

Where do you go when your body tired

mind tripping, ego spiking

until the next time you on the tracks.



Am I a blogger?

Something on your “to-do list” that never gets done.

you get notifications

of people discovering posts past

thinking how long will this

creative drought last

nothing new in awhile

then come back; Brendan Fraser style

to tell stories thinking maybe this will get done.

oh fuck it , what was the prompt?


personal holiday

“It’s time for the good times
Forget about the bad times, oh yeah
One day to come together to release the pressure
We need a holiday” – Madonna

on this day nine years ago, i revealed a personal truth to my parents

like pressure off your brain it was needed. My fam is low-key so it wasn’t the

biggest deal to them, but to me my world was a bit lighter . I’m proud. I’m blessed.

ups and downs both abound but I’m still trucking. Haven’t found my forever but

there’s hope. so while people celebrate the holiday of our fallen soldiers, i celebrate

the holiday of my fallen facade, lies I told to belong so long ago.




kicking down the door

my heart was meant to endure

love joy passion

i found it in fashion to

be down tears of a clown

maybe me maybe we

have to make it

just can’t shake it

Uncompromising my will to be great

having to shake the fears, doubts

freedom is near, so close I’m wearing it

I’m speaking it into the world