anxiety

Banshee

poetry

Roller coaster or screaming lady

it’s more than death

I see it as a rebirth

of the new you

the stress and pain of

this existence

scream it away

there’s hope its a new day.

-note to self

©️MarcusCaesar

fiery insides

poetry

yearning , longing , stretching

for the thing that sets my soul on fire

is it a person, place or thing

or within?

©️MarcusCaesar

emotional to the max

poetry

Quick! Tell yourself every bad thing.

Quick! Think of all the worse outcomes.

Quick! Now did it do any good?

Message to self, for our mental health.

The day was a bad day only cause i made it so.

I’ve yet to know how to let it flow.

Work in progress.

©️MarcusCaesar

you’re down? stay there bitch

poetry

work hard to keep it up the facade of being present

work to maintain, never show shame of all the things I’ve done in my past

I’ve asked forgiveness, hoping for a one way ticket out of this wilderness

July hasn’t been kind, messing with my mind. What If I wasn’t here?

Sorry Universe, this like gets/got me down, feeling like a clown

All the work I put into keeping the facade up, to see it come down

Cry myself to sleep, shout into a pillow, allowing myself to willow in the wind of disappointment

I’m not this, this is not me

You’re breaking me down, is it to build me up?

Please advise.

©️MarcusCaesar