
Lights are down
the feelings rush through
a man who cries
opens himself to greatness.
©️MarcusCaesar

Lights are down
the feelings rush through
a man who cries
opens himself to greatness.
©️MarcusCaesar

Sometimes you don’t have to ask
but the truth is universally told
like rain on a scorching hot day
needed but unwanted
perceptions disjointed
but what do you expect they’re only kids.
©️MarcusCaesar

comfortable shoes or none at all
new attitude
noise canceling headphones
great big cojones
salt-n-pepa, robin s, cece peniston,
black box, to name a few….
start with the groove
drop down into the pocket
feel it in your veins
ignore everyone around
bend your legs, arch your back
don’t turn around, the past is wack…
rhythm is going to get you
catch you and never release you
if the rhythm feels good to you baby let me
hear you say uh uh baby
your inner child thanks you
©️MarcusCaesar

I had to getaway
the road was my muse
I refused to settle
i then met him
he paid my bills for a year
said anything you want my dear
don’t tell
it never fails
to go this route…
No feelings involved
he was my ticket here
he told me don’t worry
nothing to fear
against my better judgment
thought of him as my husband
and then everything went to hell
it started with needing bail
for what you say
I was dumb okay…
I should’ve never went announced
to be unexpected and he was undetected
was a problem for him
There was a fight
I tried with all my might
to leave him/it alone but
I felt beholden to him
saving my life in so many ways
but life needs to be golden for me
without him.
Lesson Learned
©️MarcusCaesar

work hard to keep it up the facade of being present
work to maintain, never show shame of all the things I’ve done in my past
I’ve asked forgiveness, hoping for a one way ticket out of this wilderness
July hasn’t been kind, messing with my mind. What If I wasn’t here?
Sorry Universe, this like gets/got me down, feeling like a clown
All the work I put into keeping the facade up, to see it come down
Cry myself to sleep, shout into a pillow, allowing myself to willow in the wind of disappointment
I’m not this, this is not me
You’re breaking me down, is it to build me up?
Please advise.
©️MarcusCaesar

I am sex
I am learning
I am mouthwatering
I am yearning
to share myself with you
not just fake you but all of you
I want to taste you
from your toes to your lips
and everywhere in between
Johnson in my mouth
there is no doubt
this is where I’m supposed to be
Taste her beaver
never would deceive her
I am open to it all
where you come from where I come from
It’s like a buffet many options
take your pick so that’s what I did
I am perfectly human
I of course know what I’m doing
make you both scream my name
Climaxes near
everything I hold dear
all over your body
you know my story
Now off to morning glory
Call time 11pm tomorrow night
don’t be late I wont bite
I’ll enjoy taking care of you both 💋
©️MarcusCaesar

Feels like I’m in the rain
can’t see clear
every time I wipe my eyes something I hold dear
comes to a close
kissing up on my nose trying to keep the pain at bay
want to experience love want to experience success
want to be the best
pressure in my shoulder, I just wanna get over
Wanna fly away
start over begin a new day
life doesn’t work that way I want to be happy OK?
Just want it to stop raining so I can feel
peace.
In my heart in my home
sometimes I don’t want to do it alone
I push people away no wonder they don’t stay
I’m trying as hard as I can giving you the Best that I got
I wish these self-defeating behaviors stop
©️MarcusCaesar

Storyteller
i know i am
trying not to get lost in the sauce
hate to use the word block
get creative
share my words
starting here
being gentle
with self.
©️MarcusCaesar

i get high
to forget
i get high
to remember
i get high
to not feel
everything.
©️MarcusCaesar
a list of all i wanted to do
scared to start
hearing a voice, follow your heart….
©️MarcusCaesar