this is not Mariah Carey
life can get hairy
friends are lost
growth comes at a cost
money can be funny
wishes not granted
memories slanted
toward the worst
I want to be first
to let it all go
and live joyfully
Understood?
©️MarcusCaesar 2022
you know when you feel different
look different and hope different
life’s not a joke and you hope
that change will come?
you master the everyday
hoping not to blow away
this is me
and I think
God, show me how good it can get!
©️MarcusCaesar
negative self talk
can be so loud
makes me wanna
float on a cloud
go where silence is golden
and I’m not beholden
to all that is said about me.
©️MarcusCaesar
Quick! Tell yourself every bad thing.
Quick! Think of all the worse outcomes.
Quick! Now did it do any good?
Message to self, for our mental health.
The day was a bad day only cause i made it so.
I’ve yet to know how to let it flow.
Work in progress.
©️MarcusCaesar
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