
take as you need pt 9

you’re not my equal
you rant and rave
your energy is unwanted.
©️MarcusCaesar
1st time falling in love
everything wished
only wants to be friends.
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you think the thoughts you think
do you know better?
good or bad, happy or sad
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i wish i may
i wish i might
think about all in my life
not right
dwell on the good
don’t know if I should
call and bother .
so much I’m thankful for
walking through the door
of my own apartment.
somethings missing
someone suggested a kitten
i don’t know about that
pray to the heavens
i don’t sleep 24/7
still much to accomplish.
©️MarcusCaesar
envy never served anyone
I should give it up
social media?
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some say cold hearted
don’t ask questions
optimistic soulful vibe
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my stories I pass
built to last
on to the new
tried and true
trying to move forward
my expectations are lowered
messing with some
keep my cards close
don’t want to ghost
but what else can I do
if you take my humanity
use it against me
and expect me to say nothing
not on my watch
clock keeps ticking
world keeps turning
who are you again?
©️MarcusCaesar
I’m over 40
don’t know where I’m going
don’t know when it will last
the agony of regrets in my past
each day I’m given
should be worth celebrating right?
adventure about to take flight
any day now
life is mine for the taking
I’m just making
excuses.
am i lazy or unmotivated
or both
gotta shake it off
more Mariah than Taylor
made for me
life, easy, breezy
by the horns
gonna make it
so it is and it is so.
here’s the show!
©️MarcusCaesar