hills and valleys

I’ve been up and down

I’ve gotten help

still going

all grace to the universe

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i don’t believe you

late again

you smell of sin

was it good?

I’m done

guess I’ll ride shot gun

to your funeral

death of our relationship.

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where I’m at now

radiating loveliness

my secret

minding my business

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wanna feel

will I ever fall

love

wish I knew what i was doing.

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that’s what I like

simple things in life

will return

want to share it with you.

©️MarcusCaesar

missing you most

I’m an actor mostly stage

this pandemic has put me in a rage

wanna entertain

wanna stay safe

universe save us this human race.

half don’t wanna listen

half want it to go away

I justwanna go back on stage some day………soon

©️MarcusCaesar

vanish

lost another friend to the virus

confronted with mortality

makes me feel

too much

masculinity makes me want to hold it in

crying under my skin

go away virus

you’re taking so much away

the universe has picked me to stay

I wish I can take your pain away

make it vanish.

©️MarcusCaesar

here.

I’m currently here

faith

it will happen soon.

©️MarcusCaesar

all i want for Christmas

needing some holiday spirit

want to feel merry

what do you do?

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lord I’m trying

this picture spoke to me

eyes are woke to thee

impending change

in my life.

I share this to say

days may seem gray

but I’m grateful 4 one more day

keep going.

-note to self

©️MarcusCaesar