sunshine state

big yes laying here

with you

problems erased.

the date is for us

it’s you I trust

see you in my minds eye

this feeling won’t lie

your smile contagious

it’s kinda outrageous

we picked each other

in my crystal ball.

©️MarcusCaesar

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Am I a blogger?

Something on your “to-do list” that never gets done.

you get notifications

of people discovering posts past

thinking how long will this

creative drought last

nothing new in awhile

then come back; Brendan Fraser style

to tell stories thinking maybe this will get done.

oh fuck it , what was the prompt?

©️MarcusCaesar

It must’ve been love?

You saved me.

There was no doubt that I could possibly be gone.

But you held on

wanted me for a higher purpose

I wonder sometimes do I deserve this

depression runs deep

feelings are steep

of what I haven’t done

stay in the present

or buy myself presents

somethings I’ll never know

I guess it shouldn’t matter

I’m here because of you

the ultimate definition of love?

©️2022Marcus Caesar

save my life tonight

in the middle of my daze

confidence fades; and I feel like low

do what I love, a quick message to

up above. Save my life tonight

sure of my glass; this wine not enough

appearing tough, fading fast

I watch my life just pass, foot heavy on the gas

I wish for romantic love, a second message

to up above. save my life tonight

Please.

2022©️MarcusCaesar

save my life tonight

in the middle of my daze

confidence fades; and I feel like low

do what I love, a quick message to

up above. Save my life tonight

sure of my glass; this wine not enough

appearing tough, fading fast

I watch my life just pass, foot heavy on the gas

I wish for romantic love, a second message

to up above. save my life tonight

Please.

2022©️MarcusCaesar

Is this you as well? Vol 2

“Stop signs for me are a kind of hectic, achey, ‘tired & wired’ feeling. When I push myself I sometimes feel the energy leaking away like sand sliding faster through an hour glass, or a the air from a punctured tire. That’s when the Shoulds start: “I should have the energy to do this, I should meet my commitments, I should know better than to overcommit”. , I’m learning to respond with, “hang on, I SHOULD respect my natural limits, even when chasing my dreams, & other people should respect the boundary of my health & wellbeing”.

– Michelle Spencer