I’m an actor mostly stage
this pandemic has put me in a rage
wanna entertain
wanna stay safe
universe save us this human race.
half don’t wanna listen
half want it to go away
I justwanna go back on stage some day………soon
©️MarcusCaesar
I’m an actor mostly stage
this pandemic has put me in a rage
wanna entertain
wanna stay safe
universe save us this human race.
half don’t wanna listen
half want it to go away
I justwanna go back on stage some day………soon
©️MarcusCaesar

lost another friend to the virus
confronted with mortality
makes me feel
too much
masculinity makes me want to hold it in
crying under my skin
go away virus
you’re taking so much away
the universe has picked me to stay
I wish I can take your pain away
make it vanish.
©️MarcusCaesar

this picture spoke to me
eyes are woke to thee
impending change
in my life.
I share this to say
days may seem gray
but I’m grateful 4 one more day
keep going.
-note to self
©️MarcusCaesar

i will rebuild my life
one floor at a time
i will fulfill my destiny
my time to shine
worrying doesn’t help
having faith does
I had little
stay with me spirit
along this path
help me not to go mad.
©️MarcusCaesar

from sounds to sights
try as I might
can’t forget you.
from plate to spoon
I feel doom
when I see you with them.
maybe it’s for the best
God’s test
wish he didn’t trust me so soon.
©️MarcusCaesar

don’t wanna be comfortable
with you anymore
leave, get out the door
DEPRESSION!
©️MarcusCaesar

scared of you
leaving me
keep checking my phone
afraid to be
out here alone
no!
don’t let it be
that you’re gone
gotta keep on
pushing……
find someone new
stop being blue
true story
©️MarcusCaesar

is there a perfect parent
is the caring already installed
do you worry if you will fall
being same gender loving
comes with its own challenges
navigations and predicaments
it’s been in my dreams
dreams come true right?
possibly becoming a parent
©️MarcusCaesar

back and forth
wanting
stay in bed
news all dread.
©️MarcusCaesar

come to me
come and see
the world looks more beautiful with you and me.
©️MarcusCaesar