
these days blend together
most of them not good
is it my chosen path
or where I want to go
i don’t know
©️MarcusCaesar
these days blend together
most of them not good
is it my chosen path
or where I want to go
i don’t know
©️MarcusCaesar
the days can be long
the feelings can be treacherous
but at the end, you lived.
©️MarcusCaesar
looking up
after being down so long
get off the phone
only comparisons lurk
when will I learn?
©️MarcusCaesar
are you doing all that you should
is time on your side?
as I talk to myself
I also need to listen.
©MarcusCaesar
there are some feelings
of what I’m here for
dear for I feel lost
some days it’s clear
as mud.
miracles welcome
©️MarcusCaesar
thinking of life
being envious
is not the move
help me lord
©️MarcusCaesar
i wish i may
i wish i might
think about all in my life
not right
dwell on the good
don’t know if I should
call and bother .
so much I’m thankful for
walking through the door
of my own apartment.
somethings missing
someone suggested a kitten
i don’t know about that
pray to the heavens
i don’t sleep 24/7
still much to accomplish.
©️MarcusCaesar
my stories I pass
built to last
on to the new
tried and true
trying to move forward
my expectations are lowered
messing with some
keep my cards close
don’t want to ghost
but what else can I do
if you take my humanity
use it against me
and expect me to say nothing
not on my watch
clock keeps ticking
world keeps turning
who are you again?
©️MarcusCaesar
I’m over 40
don’t know where I’m going
don’t know when it will last
the agony of regrets in my past
each day I’m given
should be worth celebrating right?
adventure about to take flight
any day now
life is mine for the taking
I’m just making
excuses.
am i lazy or unmotivated
or both
gotta shake it off
more Mariah than Taylor
made for me
life, easy, breezy
by the horns
gonna make it
so it is and it is so.
here’s the show!
©️MarcusCaesar
growing up queer
didn’t see many like me around
is that why pictures from the past were of a frown?
the times have changed, thank god for that.
love to see it, the new generation
living and loving.
©️MarcusCaesar